Alexs World

[Zeeexito]

After reading a few of the blogs on here, I decided that I would have a go at making one myself.
I'ma follow the trend!
My life isn't overly exciting, but I enjoy telling people about the adventures I seem to have quite often. [:

Firstly, I think I'll give you a short explination of my life so far.
I'm Alex, short for Alexandria. My middle name is Jane.
It totally doesn't suit me. It's way too formal.
"Oh, come here Alexandria Jane, dear!"
I'm currently sixteen years old, and I'll be seventeen on November 12th.
Recently I've been really obsessed with comedy.
Stuff like Tim Minchin, The Mighty Boosh, The IT Crowd, Simon Amstell, Mark Watson.. the list goes on.

I'm a really shy person at first, but eventually I'll become loud and I'll say whatever.
But most of the things I say have nothing to do with how I really feel.
I tend to not give my opinion on things. I would rather just let everyone else contibute.
I really admire people like ~Nel Tu~ and Jackums, who aren't afraid of letting other people know what they're thinking.
Everyone thinks I'm a really nice person, but to be honest.. I'm not all that nice.
I'm selfish, and I can be manipulative or so I've been told. I refuse to believe it! And I'm really awkward. I stutter when I'm nervous, which is nearly all the time. I don't like it when people try to offer me sympathy. People complimenting makes me feel awkward. I'm paranoid alot of the time.
Most of the time I don't really care about other people, even if I pretend I do.
It's something I'm not proud of about myself, but I'm slowly trying to change.

I live with my grandparents, and I have since I was around ten years old.
My dad left when I was eighteen months old, and my mum kicked me out of her house when I was ten.
I have a younger brother that I don't see, but I know he's doing fine.
My friend Courtney also has a little brother, and he goes to primary school with my brother.
He doesn't know he has a sister, though. He was far too young to remember me.
But I don't really mind about that, to be honest.
My mum wasn't the best influence on me while growing up.
She made all the wrong choices.
But, that taught me to value family over things like drugs, to value friends over money.
It taught me what is really important in my life.
I didn't even know about a lot of the stuff that was happening until about a month ago, and I still don't know everything.

Even though all that has happened, I still think I'm lucky.
I know a heap of kids that have had it worse then I, and for that I am thankful.
I could have totally gone off the rails. I could have caused trouble for all those around me, but I chose to deal with it. I chose to do what I thought was the right thing. I feel that if I were to.. 'go off the rails' then I'd just be more and more like my mum.
I knew this girl who also lives with her grandparents.
She would rant about how her mother was always drunk, how her mother would sleep around and stuff... Yet, the way she chose to deal with it.. She ended up just like her mother, even though she would always say how much she hated her mum. I don't want to end up like that.

I have a problem trusting people, because most people I've trusted in the past have left me.
However, I'm slowly getting over that. Although, I still never tell people how I truely feel.
I've got friends all over the place, but only three good friends.
One lives four hours away. Her name is Sam, and I've known her since year seven.
We've had massive fights, but we always make up.
She's so different to me, yet we just.. click. We have different intersts, different taste in music, different everything. Yet, for some reason, we're very close.
The second of the three is Tegan. She's three years younger than myself, yet we are so alike.
We love the same shows, we listen to the same music, we laugh at the same things and we don't even need to talk to know what the other is thinking. We can just look at each other, and start laughing.
The last, and my best friend, is Ash.
We are very much alike, as well. We love the same comedians, we love the same bands and we even love the same soda. XD
We hardly ever fight, and when we do it's over stupid things and we're back to laughing so hard our stomach hurts within half an hour. And one day, we've decided we're going to move to England. Hahaha, like that'd ever happen.. but I can dream. x]

In year seven, I developed an.. obsession intrest with Photoshop.
I would just muck around with it. Just do things and hoped it looked good.
By the time I was in year nine, my IST teacher told me that I should drop his subject and take art so I could continue with web design, or something of the sort.
I still don't think I'll good enough to do that, but that's what I'm most intrested in doing for a job.

My family is fairly small.
Well, atleast, the family I talk to.
There's me, my grandparents on my mums side (the ones I live with), my uncle, aunty and my cousin.
My cousin and I are really close, I guess.
We never used to be, though. We used to hate each other.
But he grew up, became less annoying.

My grandmother goes to a "grandparents raising grandchildren" group where she can find support from people who have been through something similar.
Every once in awhile, the grandchildren go and do something, so the grandparents can have a day to themselves.
Within this group, I've formed a really close friendship with 4 of the other grandchildren there.
We're all around the same age, and we always have fun when we hang out.
And it's even better, because we all live with our grandparents.
We understand that we are all in the same situation and it's nice to be able to have fun and joke around without people that understand what you've been through, and don't try to offer you sympathy.

Anyway, so that's pretty much my life.
Let's rant about my day!

Well, I didn't get up 'til like, 11am. x_X
I was tired from that stupid trip to Newcastle. Ugh!
That was so boring, hahaha. Stuck in a car forever! Not fun at all.
But I guess it was okay. My cousin and myself just watched the IT crowd on my iPod.
Anyway, so once I got up I made some toast and I watched Yes Man.
That movie is well funny. Rhys Darby is love.
Soon after I'd gotten dressed, my cousin, aunt and uncle came over for lunch.
Of course, my nan cooked wayyyy too much food for us.
Once again, it'll be left overs for weeks!

My cousin and I just ended up watching Fruits Basket and eating pizza shapes after lunch.
My cousin, who isn't normally a fan of anime, loves Fruits Basket.
Which is good... It means I can watch it whenever I go over his house.
It's better then watching the stupid shows he likes. *cough*anythingwithhalfnakedgirls*cough*

After they left, I decided I should make some more icons.
I haven't made new ones in a few days, so ya'know.
I ended up making 43 Death Note icons (first three episodes), and 65 xxxHolic icons. (first episode)
And, well.. That brings me to now. I'm writting this, and making The Mighty Boosh icons!

Today most likely wasn't the best idea to start writting this.. All I did was stay at home. :/
Oh well, school tomorrow! That should be fun.
I've got study with Beck! and double Society and Culture with Breaden.
I hope I get my essay back.. I wanna know how I did. >:l
Once again, I didn't study for that inclass essay.. Hah, I'll let you know how I did.

Okay, now that that's done with, I just wanna give a quick shout out to those who have helped me in the past on tn, those who have influenced me, and those who mean something to me. Of course, this isn't everyone. These are just the people who I can think of right at this moment.
Tony, StaSenba, CK, Kimi, Kankurotto, Jack, Zeppy, Brian and Devy.

You guys have all done something to help me out. From taking the time to talk to me, to answering any stupid questions I might have. I thank you for that, and I respect you all.

And, of course, I truly do respect pretty much everyone on TN for a heap of different reasons. You all make TN such a wonderful place, and somewhere where I can hang out, and be myself.

This turned out to be alot longer then I thought it would..
Oh well, I'll write some more tomorrow.
I hope that will be more exciting then this one.
Hahaha, it wont just be about me sitting at home, hah!

[Kankurotto]

I knew it! I knew behind all your randomness there was a different Alex. =D

And regarding this part...

People complimenting makes me feel awkward. I'm paranoid alot of the time.

...I'm sorry but it can't be helped. You are that lovable after all. :hug: Especially to those people you mentioned.

And...

But, that taught me to value family over things like drugs, to value friends over money.
It taught me what is really important in my life.

..Makes you even more special, to me. :D

You're one beautiful person alright. :hug: You took a totally different route in life from what I did and I thank you for that.

Good entry! Keep writing!

[WhiteFang]

Wow Alex. This was so detailed and enlightening. I'm glad to know so much more about you. Though we don't talk much, from what I know of you, you're a very very nice person, and a very talented GFXer also. Wish all the best in whatever you do! Waiting for more... :D

Fang.

[Jackums]

I'm Alex, short for Alexandria. My middle name is Jane.
It totally doesn't suit me. It's way too formal.

Haha. Now I have something else to tease you about.. >=D

No, I'm totally kidding. I like it.

"Oh, come here Alexandria Jane, dear!"

LMAO.

Recently I've been really obsessed with comedy trannies.
Stuff like Tim Minchin, The Mighty Boosh, The IT Crowd, Simon Amstell, Mark Watson.. the list goes on.

Fixed. :D

I really admire people like ~Nel Tu~ and Jackums, who aren't afraid of letting other people know what they're thinking.

Awh! Alex, =D.

You just made my day. GAWD.

:hug: :hug:

Everyone thinks I'm a really nice person, but to be honest.. I'm not all that nice.
I'm selfish, and I can be manipulative or so I've been told. I refuse to believe it!

Well.. those eyes are quite manipulate..

I don't like it when people try to offer me sympathy. People complimenting makes me feel awkward. I'm paranoid alot of the time.

Yeah.. You don't accept my compliments much..

Oh well! I WILL PERSIST! :D

I live with my grandparents, and I have since I was around ten years old.
My dad left when I was eighteen months old, and my mum kicked me out of her house when I was ten.
I have a younger brother that I don't see, but I know he's doing fine.
My friend Courtney also has a little brother, and he goes to primary school with my brother.
He doesn't know he has a sister, though. He was far too young to remember me.
But I don't really mind about that, to be honest.
My mum wasn't the best influence on me while growing up.
She made all the wrong choices.
But, that taught me to value family over things like drugs, to value friends over money.
It taught me what is really important in my life.
I didn't even know about a lot of the stuff that was happening until about a month ago, and I still don't know everything.

Even though all that has happened, I still think I'm lucky.
I know a heap of kids that have had it worse then I, and for that I am thankful.
I could have totally gone off the rails. I could have caused trouble for all those around me, but I chose to deal with it. I chose to do what I thought was the right thing. I feel that if I were to.. 'go off the rails' then I'd just be more and more like my mum.
I knew this girl who also lives with her grandparents.
She would rant about how her mother was always drunk, how her mother would sleep around and stuff... Yet, the way she chose to deal with it.. She ended up just like her mother, even though she would always say how much she hated her mum. I don't want to end up like that.

Naww. This is touching, Dear Alex.

I have a problem trusting people, because most people I've trusted in the past have left me.

I won't leave you, Alex.

Although.. I don't really have a choice..

Those eyes..

My grandmother goes to a "grandparents raising grandchildren" group where she can find support from people who have been through something similar.
Every once in awhile, the grandchildren go and do something, so the grandparents can have a day to themselves.
Within this group, I've formed a really close friendship with 4 of the other grandchildren there.
We're all around the same age, and we always have fun when we hang out.
And it's even better, because we all live with our grandparents.
We understand that we are all in the same situation and it's nice to be able to have fun and joke around without people that understand what you've been through, and don't try to offer you sympathy.

=D, that sounds fun!

Wish I had something like that to go to..

Well, I didn't get up 'til like, 11am. x_X
I was tired from that stupid trip to Newcastle. Ugh!

I'm sure you would've loved it if you saw me. haha.

Okay, now that that's done with, I just wanna give a quick shout out to those who have helped me in the past on tn, those who have influenced me, and those who mean something to me. Of course, this isn't everyone. These are just the people who I can think of right at this moment.
Tony, StaSenba, CK, Kimi, Kankurotto, Jack, Zeppy, Brian and Devy.

Me again! THANKYOU, Dear Alex.

I feel all warm nao.

This turned out to be alot longer then I thought it would..
Oh well, I'll write some more tomorrow.
I hope that will be more exciting then this one.
Hahaha, it wont just be about me sitting at home, hah!

This was fun to read. And it made me nyappy too.

Keep writing! Not that you were gonna stop... SHADDUP.

lolyeah. I <3'd it.

[SooperTrooper]

Zeppy,

<3

Awe, Alex. Your one of my best friends on TN, maybe even in my life xD.

But wow, your one of the coolest, nicest, most artistic (lolcough) people in the world. So lucky to have a friend like you ^___^

I can't believe I didn't know SO many things about you. And to think, I thought i had you all figured out. I guess things can take a turn.

Haha, <33 Nice entry Alex, keep writing :]

[Zeeexito]

Replies:
I knew it! I knew behind all your randomness there was a different Alex. =D

Aha, yeah. xD
Most people I know just think I'm just.. 'random Alex' and that I have.. no depth, and that's all that there is to me.
Personally, I like it best that way.

And regarding this part...

...I'm sorry but it can't be helped. You are that lovable after all. :hug: Especially to those people you mentioned.

Awh, thank you. Haha.
:hug:

And...

..Makes you even more special, to me. :D

You're one beautiful person alright. :hug: You took a totally different route in life from what I did and I thank you for that.

Good entry! Keep writing!

Oh, well that isn't true. xP
But thank you.

I shall continue!
I have a heap of stories from my childhood,
I was a little rocket!
Like that one time I got my head stuck in a barbie doll house..

Wow Alex. This was so detailed and enlightening. I'm glad to know so much more about you. Though we don't talk much, from what I know of you, you're a very very nice person, and a very talented GFXer also. Wish all the best in whatever you do! Waiting for more... :D

Fang.

Thank you. [:

Haha. Now I have something else to tease you about.. >=D

No, I'm totally kidding. I like it.

>:l
Stupid Jacktrack, hahah.

LMAO.

Yeah, I know.
I had to add it in.

Fixed. :D

=O
You're so mean to poor Noel Fielding! What'd he ever do to you? xP

Awh! Alex, =D.

You just made my day. GAWD.

:hug: :hug:

Well.. It's true. :/
I really do admire both you and Kimi for that.

Yeah.. You don't accept my compliments much..

Oh well! I WILL PERSIST! :D

Yeah, they've always made me feel awkward.
I really don't see anything about myself that is worth a compliment.

I won't leave you, Alex.

Although.. I don't really have a choice..

Those eyes..

XD
Notmyeyesagain!

Me again! THANKYOU, Dear Alex.

I feel all warm nao.

Yes, well.
It's true, hahaha.
I just don't tell you that much.
Your ego is already big enough. Bahaha!
Joking. :]

This was fun to read. And it made me nyappy too.

Keep writing! Not that you were gonna stop... SHADDUP.

lolyeah. I <3'd it.

Hahaha.
'Kay, I guess I could keep going.
I have a few stories left.

<3

Awe, Alex. Your one of my best friends on TN, maybe even in my life xD.

:hug:
You're one of my best friends here too, Zeppy!

But wow, your one of the coolest, nicest, most artistic (lolcough) people in the world. So lucky to have a friend like you ^___^

I can't believe I didn't know SO many things about you. And to think, I thought i had you all figured out. I guess things can take a turn.

Well, most people don't know this much about me, ahha.
My best friend doesn't even know some of the things that I wrote here.
Like, the stuff about my mother. And how I don't want to end up like her, and that's what motivates me to make the choices I make.

Haha, <33 Nice entry Alex, keep writing :]

xD
:hug:

Entry #2
Hey,
I just thought I'd do a quick update and let you know how my day went.
I almost died this morning! Stupid Supernatural, making me stay up real late last night. D:
But it was so good!
Lately the episodes have been.. lacking.
But last nights totally made up for it.
"An actual case in a strip club, Sammy!"
"Just as long as you know.. I'm not doing it for you, I'm doing it for the girls"
And Bobby! Haha, he's pure amazing.
I wanted Castiel to randomly turn up in the strip bar, though.
That would have made my day. Lol!

Anyway, once I had dragged myself outta my warm bed I somehow stumbled my way through getting dressed, eating, brushing my teeth and walking to the bus stop. Stupid Holly didn't walk to the bus stop, so I was all alone. I'm shocked I didn't turn into a ice block on my way there. *dramatic sigh*

Anyway, the morning bus ride was fairly boring.
Nothing overly amazing happened..
I sat on a bus and listened to my iPod.

Once I got to school, I almost fell down the bus stairs.
D: I always do stupid things like that! I swear, I can't walk on a flat surface without tripping.
I walked into the locker area for year eleven and the first people I see are Laura and Beck. xP
I don't think I've said anything about those two before.

Laura and Beck are best friends, and I only became good friends with them last year. Laura decided she would sit next to me in HSIE, and we've never looked back! Lololol.
But seriously, she's so tiny. I feel that if I kick her too hard I'm going to snap her leg. But whenever we hang out, we're right hyper.
I feel sorry for our HSIE teacher last year, Mr. Walker.
Laura and I were talking to him the other day, and we were like
"Hey Sir! Remember us?"
And he's like "Yeah, how can I forget? I'm still getting theropy."
And we're like "HAHAHAHAHA"
And he's like "..yeah"
And we were like "Remember that day we did our work?"
And he's like "Yeah. Atleast I know that.. Even if you didn't pay attention last year.. You have a very in depth understanding of Sweden's immigration laws."

Ahh, good times.
Laura and I are pretty crazy, to be honest.
We make up some of the most stupid stories, and then we giggle about it for atleast half an hour after. She's everywhere I go! Like, I walk into school.. BAM! There's Laura.
One time we made up a story. Her name was Jungle Woman, and I was a lightbulb. And we went around fighting crime.

Beck and I have only just become friends this year, I guess. We mainly talk about The Mighty Boosh, the IT Crowd and Tim Minchin, although we tend to draw alot.
I have math and study with Beck, hahaha. We never get work done. xP
Once we made our rulers marry eachother. Ahh, good times.

Anyway, back to my day.
So the first people I see are Laura and Beck, and Laura is like O_O and Beck is like ^_^
And I'm like :D!
And Holly is like v_v
And everyone else is like ?_?
We had a conversation about nothing, as always.

And then I started walking over to my locker and I saw Lewie. She yells out "HAIALEX!" as always, and pushes me over.
But she grabs my arm at the last minute. v_v
You would think I'd be used to it. She does it nearly every day, for the past 3 years.
But still, everyday I hope she's gotten over it...

Once I got to my locker, I had a very important talk with Breaden about last nights episode of Supernatural, and then I had to go to homeroom.. That was boring. I just talked to Ash the whole time. :/
We were talking about something that I can't remember at this moment in time...

*fastforward*
In double society and culture I got my essay back. :D
I got a B. Which is good, I think. I only saw half of the movie I was meant to be writting about.
And I only had 40 minutes to write the essay in, and everyone else had like.. 80.
Anyway, Breaden and I didn't really do much work.
We kinda just.. laughed.
She was attacking me with her pen, so I tried to repel it with my magic hand of whiteout powerzz!
Of course, it didn't really work. But, I can say with pride that I gave it my all!
Also, I said that I was looking forward to the story my teacher was going to tell us, yet somehow Breaden thought I said "this story will bring my salvation"
Also, we were flicking through her our textbook, and we found something very interesting. "Cocooning" is when a parent wont let their kid into the outside world, because they think it's too dangerous or whatever.
Yeah, Breaden likes to cocoon kids. ANDITISNOTHERPIE!
And I am Batman. She is Robin.
She will try to tell you otherwise, but don't listen to her.

*fastforward period 3 and 4*
Lunch wasn't overly exciting, but Ash and I did look for a place in Camden.
Yeah, I don't think we'll be moving to Camden, UK any time soon.
*dies* Have you seen the prices?! Dude.

Oh, and I gave Beck 5c and she decided it would be a good idea to throw it at me.
It hit my knuckle.
It killed.

..Shefreakedout. xP
She was like "OMGAREYOUOKAY!?"

And I wanted some of Lauras candy, and she wouldn't give me any.
So I did the whole :cry: thing and she was like "AWH!"
And she gave me some.

*Fastfoward lunch*
Period five I had english with Amelia, Ash B and Akriti.
Akriti and I used to be best friends. People would even say that we are twins. Not that we look alike. I mean, she's Nepalese but you'know.
Anyway. We slowly grew apart, but we're still good friends.

In english, our teacher always ignores our table. We have no idea why. I think he thinks we're not good enough, hahah. xP
When we asked him about it, he was like "I thought that you girls didn't need my help"
and we were like "Yeah, but it would still be nice when you go check how everyone else is doing, if you don't just walk past our table"
And he's like "k, I'll check yours first next time"

..
Yeah, he never did.

*fastforward to bus ride home*
Holly and Dianne weren't on the afternoon bus, so it was just me and Sylvia.
Everyone says Sylvia talks like me, walks like me, uses the same wording as me, looks like me, and uses her hands when she talks.. just like me.
However, I refuse to believe any of that.
Anyway, so Sylvia and I were talking about fanfics and we got onto the subject of Death Note fanfics. And I was telling her about my favorite one, and it turns out that's her favorite one, too. Lol!
It was quite amusing. And then we were talking about when she was in England, and she told me she'd bring Noel Fielding back for me.
D: She never did.
Her excuse is "He's a nightbird! I wasn't allowed out past ten. And anyway, we didn't go to Camden"
And I was like "I hate you, Sylvia"
But I got over that. Hah.

*fastforward walking home, shower time and dinner time*
So, I was on msn just chattin' away when I remembered this time I was talkin' to someone, and I was like "Dude, I'm shocked Jacks fangirls haven't made a Jack FC yet"
So I told Jack about it.
And he was like "LOL"
Hang on, let me find the conversation...
I was talking about how I was going to make a Alex FC called "Team Alex" As a joke, of course. xDD

_______

. Zeeeexito ? / ಠ_ಠ / said:
Just to see who would join.
Lmao!
"Team Alex!"
And there'd be no membership cost.
Jackums. said:
lol!
Nice, x)
. Zeeeexito ? / ಠ_ಠ / said:
Yah, but that'd be a fail FC.
Not enough members.
LOL.
I remember when I was talking to someone one day, and I was like "I'm shocked no one has made like, a Jack FC with all the fangirls he has"
Ahh, the good ol' days.
Jackums. says:
LMAO.
I don't think I'd like that..
x)
. Zeeeexito ? / ಠ_ಠ / says:
Sure you wouldn't. ;]
XDC
And the fangirls could meet there.
Talk tactics on how to steal you for themselves.
"I think we should lure him in with fruit tingles then go in for the kill while he's distracted!"
Jackums. says:
ROFLMAO! XDD.
. Zeeeexito ? / ಠ_ಠ / says:
"And then, once we have him, we'll lock him in the basement. He wont be allowed to leave, and we just go in whenever we fancy"
Jackums. says:
Ahh, you're pretty creative Alex..
and LMAO again, XDDDD
!
. Zeeeexito ? / ಠ_ಠ / says:
Then they'll list ways to torture you.
"1. Make him watch gay porn. Make him question his sexuality"
But, of course, they would soon get rid of that plan.
Can't have their Jackums goin' gay on 'em.
And of course there's always the creepy one that's into bondage.
I think that way of torture kinda speaks for itself.
Jackums. says:
ROFL.
Do you think about this stuff in your spare time? XD
haha
. Zeeeexito ? / ಠ_ಠ / says:
No, I just came up with it then
100% on the spot.
XD
Jackums. says:
lol!
_______

And that brings me to right now.
Of course, I did take a break earlier.
Nan was making chocolate slice, and she had left over melted chocolate! :D
My pet goldfish died. I went to mourn the loss.

Well, that's all for today.
I hope tomorrow is more eventful.. this must be preeeeetty boring.

:]

Entry #3
Hey, my life has been so boring lately.
After a good ol' chat with Jack on MSN I thought I'd share some more stories from my childhood.

None of these are in any sort of order.. They're just things that I remember, or that I've overheard my grandmother talking about.
Hm.. where to start? I guess I'll start with when I was still living with my mother.

Okay, so I think I've said that my dad left when I was 18 months old, right?
Well when I was a kid I am a really bad eater. I'm picky with what I will and wont eat.
I refused to eat my dinner, and my dad was feeding me. Normally when I would chuck a tantrum, my mum would just walk away and come back later.
However, my dad couldn't be bothered waiting so he thought he'd teach me a lesson.
He got my little plastic bowl and hit my 'round the head with it.
'Course that didn't do anything, I was a stubbourn kid. Haha.
But, because of that.. I now have really bad hearing in my right ear.
Everyone always makes a joke about how I need a hearing aid, hah.

I highly doubt you would have noticed this in any of my pictures, but I have a little scar near my right eye.
hahaha, this is actually a funny story.. anyway, so I was running around the bathroom as a kid.. Because that is what I did when I was a kid.
anyway, my mum was like "Alex! Stop being an idiot. You'll get hurt" but, you know.
I don't listen. And I tripped over, and I fell on a little bit of sticking up broken tile.
It took me awhile to notice what had happened, and as soon as I did notice, I stopped running and just started screaming.
and my mum was like "wtf do I do?"
and she couldn't drive, and she had to call my grandparents and wait for them to get there.
And.. thinking back now, I dunno why she just didn't call 000. Haha.
Anyway. So I've still got a scar from that. that's the only one I've got, though.

Random fact: I've never broken a bone.

Hmm.
I can't stand blood. Like, when I see it on someone else.
It makes me freak out. Like, when people get into a fight or something.
D: It's.. ugh! Gross. On the last grandparents camp thing I went to, Micheal and Patrick got into a fight.
And Micheal beat up Patrick fair good (lol@Patrick thinking he could full take Micheal on) and broke his nose or something.
And there was blood everywhere.
and Tegan and I full freaked out. o-o
And we just went to our room that we were sharing. And Zac doesn't really like violence either, so we kinda just hung out in me and Tegans room until everything was sorted out.
The reason why I hate blood is because when I was younger and still living with my mum, she would.. sleep around.
And one night she got me to stay over at the people next doors house, as a little sleepover with their kid. 'Course I didn't know what was goin' on, but whatever.
Anyway, so I had to sleep on the couch in the lounge room at Courtneys house. In the middle of the night, I was woken up by knocking on the door. I pretended to be asleep while Courtneys mum answered the door. When she opened the door, I saw my mum standing in the doorway covered in blood. Turns out her 'sleep over' didn't turn out very well.
Ever since then, I get terrified whenever I see it.

...I'll tell you all a funny story now.
Okay! So, this is when I still lived with my mum, but during the stage when I was actually at my grandparents house more then my mums.
My uncle had gotten me the latest Barbie house for no reason at all. And I was heaps excited, and playing with it and stuff.
It was great! It had a kitchen, bedroom, bathroom, loungeroom with a stick on fireplace and everything!
Only problem was.. it was hard to see inside it. Me being as awesome as I am, I decided to try to get a better look.
So I stuck my head into the Barbie house.
Keep in mind, I was young. I didn't think things through very well.
My plan was great... Until I wanted to go have a cookie with nan. I found that my head was stuck in my Barbie house.
I got up and was running around screaming for like, 5 minutes before my grandfather came in to see what was wrong.
*Skip the five minutes laughing that he did, and then the next 5 minutes for him to go get my uncle. And then the next 5 minutes for my uncle to laugh*
My grandfather had to take the Barbie doll house apart for me to be able to get it off my head.
And, well.. I never got another Barbie doll house after that. D:

Hm.. When I was younger, I had to climb everything I saw.
The bad thing about it is.. once I was up, I couldn't get down. D:
My grandfather used to always have to save me.
that time I climbed the tree in the backyard.. That time I went to the top of the McDonalds play equipment.
My grandfather is awesome. He used to do anything I asked when I was younger.
Like, his house had a really steep front yard. Where the road was, that was the highest point. and then it went down towards the house.
So one day I got bored, and wanted to roll down the hill.
Somehow I talked my grandfather into rolling down the hill with me. My nan was watching us from the window in teh front of the house.
My nan saw some car driving past our house, and 'cause I was so little, the people in the car couldn't see me.
All they could see was my grandfather, laughing really hard, rolling down a hill.
Hahahahaha. xDD

Anyway, I'd love to write more, but I really should do some more of this english assessment..
Tune in next time for more stories about little!Alex. *cheesy grin*

[Kankurotto]

Anyway, back to my day.
So the first people I see are Laura and Beck, and Laura is like O_O and Beck is like ^_^
And I'm like :D!
And Holly is like v_v
And everyone else is like ?_?
We had a conversation about nothing, as always.

And then I started walking over to my locker and I saw Lewie. She yells out "HAIALEX!" as always, and pushes me over.
But she grabs my arm at the last minute. v_v
You would think I'd be used to it. She does it nearly every day, for the past 3 years.
But still, everyday I hope she's gotten over it...

^My favorite part, instantly. :lmao: :lmao:

You're lucky that you haven't met me just yet. Cause.... I'm just like her, lmao. xD

And the Barbie house part as well as when you guys were rolling on the hill. Such a cute environment and picture I'm getting in my head. :hug:

Keep writing my dear!

[Zeeexito]

^My favorite part, instantly. :lmao: :lmao:

Hahahah. :xd:
Me, Beck and Laura have some fun times.

and Lewie and I used to be best friends in like, year 8.
And.. she used to be scared of me. o-o
I'm like, not at all scary. xD

You're lucky that you haven't met me just yet. Cause.... I'm just like her, lmao. xD

Lol!
Today she ran into me in the hallway.
She meant to do it, too. D: XD

And the Barbie house part as well as when you guys were rolling on the hill. Such a cute environment and picture I'm getting in my head. :hug:

Hahaha.
I still have an obsession with rolling down hills.
I dunno. Whenever Rhianna and I see eachother, we're like "STOP. DROP. ROLL!"
and then we pretend to roll while standing up. (y)
It's good fun, haha. :hug:

[Zeeexito]

Sorry for the double post, but.

So, it's been awhile since I wrote an entry.
My life is the same as always.
School, homework, sleep. Over and over. It's getting old really fast.
But, next term I'll be in year twelve.
and then three more terms, and I'll be out of high school.

It's kinda scary, to be honest.
I don't think I'm anywhere near ready.
I mean, seriously. Just today, my best friend and I spent lunch hitting a tin foil ball making sound effects.
I don't think the world is ready for us yet.

I don't even know what I want to do for a job.
I like Photoshop and stuff, but I don't think I'm anywhere near the level I need to be.
And I'm pretty much not good at anything else.
So, in that respect, I'm pretty damn clueless.

Turns out, at the end of year twelve, my best friend is leaving me.
She's going to move to England.
There's another person leaving me.
Sometimes I wonder why I even bother.

On the bright side, I got a new Sharpie yesterday.
It's bright green, and pretty much the coolest thing ever.
I'm gonna go back next week and get a bright blue one.
That'd be totally sexy.

I think my math teacher has given up on trying to get me to do work.
All I do in math is draw, and at first she was like "Alex, do the work!"
Now she's like.. nothing, really. Just ignores me.
I guess she can't complain, though. I get in the late 80's, early 90's for all my tests.

My grandparents went to a funeral earlier this week for some person I didn't know.
When my nan picked me up from school, my grandfather was there too.
And he was telling me that my nan said that I wasn't allowed to pick the song for my grandmothers funeral, because I'd end up picking a song from the Mighty Boosh.
To which I replied,
"Firstly, I'm proud that you know they make songs and don't just do comedy. Secondly, don't you think the song by The Hitcher that starts off as 'trapped in a box' would be fitting?"
They think there's something wrong with me now. I thought it was funny.

Tegan and I went ice skating last weekend, with some of the kids from the grandparents group.
Last year some time we went to a rock climbing thing.
There was this kid there named Andrew. He must of thought he was rather good looking, because when I went over to say hi 'cause it was his first time there, he goes "Sorry, I don't like older women"
And I was like "what the hell?"
But, he had a thing for Tegan. I was loling so bad. Anyway, when we went ice skating, guess who is there?
Andrew is. But he's gotten taller, and he is actually kinda cute now.
But the point is, there's these other two girls there and they're kinda.. slutty, I guess.
Clothes are far too right, boobs almost fallin' out of their shirt.
Their stomachs were hanging over their jeans, and they were sticking out almost as far as their boobs.
Of course Andrew didn't even remember who Tegan and I were, and he was just following those two new girls around.
I found it really amusing.

Tegan was cut, even though she wont admit it.

I've also figured out that clowns creep the hell out of me.
Thanks, Supernatural.

I think I might have a bit of an obsession with Misha Collins.
I swear, I don't think I've ever come across a celeb that is more involved with his fanbase than Misha is.
Someone asked him how to write an essay as a joke, and he took time out to sit down and write this person a scaffold, with added humor.
"2.5 The Climax
If you are going to put any knifings or car chases into your essay, this is where to do it."
I really respect him. He's down to earth and really interested in his fanbase, and he takes time to talk to people.

I've also decided that Jensen Ackles has the best eyes I have ever seen, kthnx.

Chris Corner is my favorite musician. He's incredibly talented. And he isn't concerned with becoming famous. He'd rather do what his fans want, then make choices that will make him famous. I find it amazing that he is happy with what he is doing, and is making music because it's what he truly loves to do, and he couldn't care less if he's fame. He doesn't try to make music that will please other people. He does what he thinks sounds good, and that's why I find it so unique, and totally different to what else is around these days.

My friend and I got into a fight because I said Chris Corner is more talented than Paramore.
Of course, she's a Paramore fan. They're her favorite band. And, IAMX is my favorite band.
She seems to think that fame equals talent.
Sure, in some cases, I guess that's true.
However, there are a heap of bands that aren't famous, yet are sososo talented.
And, I think IAMX is one of them. Her argument was "He's not famous, so he can't be talented"
In the end I just gave up. I couldn't be bothered arguing with her.
For some reason, she just couldn't understand that just because someone is famous, it doesn't mean they are talented.
Well, that's what I think anyway.

Well, it's time I ended this and went to have my shower.
;D
I might write another entry again sometime.


EDIT:

Jackums. {BUSY} says:
LOL. The guy who likes me asked me if I wanted to stay over his place tomorrow.
ROFL.
/Zeeexito-ಠ_ಠ says:
Lol
Gey secks, y/y?
xD
I want to edit my blog I posted on tn to laugh about that.
Jackums. {BUSY} says:
lmao. He wishes. I'm not going, XD.
& lol!

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Lawl.

[Kankurotto]

I'm listening to My Secret Friend while replying to this. Good stuff!!! :nuts:

My grandparents went to a funeral earlier this week for some person I didn't know.
When my nan picked me up from school, my grandfather was there too.
And he was telling me that my nan said that I wasn't allowed to pick the song for my grandmothers funeral, because I'd end up picking a song from the Mighty Boosh.
To which I replied,
"Firstly, I'm proud that you know they make songs and don't just do comedy. Secondly, don't you think the song by The Hitcher that starts off as 'trapped in a box' would be fitting?"
They think there's something wrong with me now. I thought it was funny.

=(

I've also decided that Jensen Ackles has the best eyes I have ever seen, kthnx.

What about you then?! D:

Chris Corner is my favorite musician. He's incredibly talented. And he isn't concerned with becoming famous. He'd rather do what his fans want, then make choices that will make him famous. I find it amazing that he is happy with what he is doing, and is making music because it's what he truly loves to do, and he couldn't care less if he's fame. He doesn't try to make music that will please other people. He does what he thinks sounds good, and that's why I find it so unique, and totally different to what else is around these days.

Another reason why I'm going to listen to them now. I love these kind of musicians!

My friend and I got into a fight because I said Chris Corner is more talented than Paramore.
Of course, she's a Paramore fan. They're her favorite band. And, IAMX is my favorite band.
She seems to think that fame equals talent.
Sure, in some cases, I guess that's true.
However, there are a heap of bands that aren't famous, yet are sososo talented.
And, I think IAMX is one of them. Her argument was "He's not famous, so he can't be talented"
In the end I just gave up. I couldn't be bothered arguing with her.
For some reason, she just couldn't understand that just because someone is famous, it doesn't mean they are talented.
Well, that's what I think anyway.

Either way you pretty much won that argument. And hopefully you will be able to save her from her own generalization someday. ;D

Or she might even realize it by her own eventually. :lmao:

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Lawl.

:xd: :xd: