ayu.chan
07-07-2009, 03:28 PM
meh. blogging is the cool thing to do i suppose. =P
Don't expect a life story, or meaningful things. I'll go ahead and tell you my life is crazy, and theres nothing more to it than that. Theres more to me than what meets the [errrr... webpage] eye, but hey. Its not as interesting as me just ranting about silly things, and being the Ayu you've gotten to know here.
Anyway. Call me Ayu, please. ^^
I have ZERO life, really. I use my imagination for the lack of that, and most of the time I'm fine with it.
I'm a Leo. Sooo, if you believe in the whole horoscope thing, I'm a drama queen with a big heart. [Tsuki Chan agrees. =P]
I guess I am kind of a drama queen. I do like to be center of attention...
Gosh. you probably want to stop reading now that I said that. XDDD
But truth is truth. v . v
BUT ANYWAY. In my real life, I have one best friend. Her name is Emily, and I met her just this year. Shes like... my first real friend. Actually I've had lots of firsts with her...
NOT LIKE THAT.
My first sleepover, my first anime convention, my first concert... yeah. =P That kinda stuff.
I'm 15, 16 in August. I'm terrified of driving. ><;;;
Oh. and i'm like. THE BIGGEST texter ever. Though, I really only text Tsuki Chan now, since I told one of my friends to never talk to me again. ><;
Hey. He told me to get a sex change. It pissed me off.
TN...was a great place for me at one point. I would say that it made up for my lack of life, but. XDD well. It did at one point. But now, its just a place where I still keep in touch with my friends.
... wow. that sounded really bad. XD No, I still LOVE TN. I just don't have as much time as I did before. Tsuki, Ryan, Kankurotto- you make it all worthwhile though. ^^
I'm a fangirl to death. Right now, actually, I have about 6 tabs of Vampire Knight fanfiction waiting to be read, and I need to hurry, cos I'mma be leaving to go to the library in a few minutes. ><;; I picked the worst possible time to start a blogggggggggggg.
Well. I said nothing too personal or meaningful.... but last night, while I was talking to Tsuki Chan, I had a TOTAL breakdown. She really made me realize that... Life isn't some game of make believe and pretend, and death comes to all of us. Well I mean. I always knew people die. But I dunno, that just something I've hardly ever thought about is me, dying. and I thank her for making me realize that. :hug: So I've GOT to start facing reality. No more goofy Death Note sleep overs when I'm bored and can't sleep, no more Imagining my High School is Hogwarts. =p or Ouran Academy, or Cross Academy... >.> XD
It might be harder than I thought. XD But seriously. I'm like. Wasting my life away on crap that doesn't mean anything, and I'll never achieve anything if I think like that.
wow. I guess that probably meant more to me than it did you. XD
well thats it. Short and simple.
... I think. I left my cellie in my room, so I should probably go check that. BUT TRUST ME. I will update this. Even if its just like. One sentence.
unless like no one reads this then I'm totally just gonna trash this. XP
^ wow you guys are just going to haaateee mmeeeeee. XD
Don't expect a life story, or meaningful things. I'll go ahead and tell you my life is crazy, and theres nothing more to it than that. Theres more to me than what meets the [errrr... webpage] eye, but hey. Its not as interesting as me just ranting about silly things, and being the Ayu you've gotten to know here.
Anyway. Call me Ayu, please. ^^
I have ZERO life, really. I use my imagination for the lack of that, and most of the time I'm fine with it.
I'm a Leo. Sooo, if you believe in the whole horoscope thing, I'm a drama queen with a big heart. [Tsuki Chan agrees. =P]
I guess I am kind of a drama queen. I do like to be center of attention...
Gosh. you probably want to stop reading now that I said that. XDDD
But truth is truth. v . v
BUT ANYWAY. In my real life, I have one best friend. Her name is Emily, and I met her just this year. Shes like... my first real friend. Actually I've had lots of firsts with her...
NOT LIKE THAT.
My first sleepover, my first anime convention, my first concert... yeah. =P That kinda stuff.
I'm 15, 16 in August. I'm terrified of driving. ><;;;
Oh. and i'm like. THE BIGGEST texter ever. Though, I really only text Tsuki Chan now, since I told one of my friends to never talk to me again. ><;
Hey. He told me to get a sex change. It pissed me off.
TN...was a great place for me at one point. I would say that it made up for my lack of life, but. XDD well. It did at one point. But now, its just a place where I still keep in touch with my friends.
... wow. that sounded really bad. XD No, I still LOVE TN. I just don't have as much time as I did before. Tsuki, Ryan, Kankurotto- you make it all worthwhile though. ^^
I'm a fangirl to death. Right now, actually, I have about 6 tabs of Vampire Knight fanfiction waiting to be read, and I need to hurry, cos I'mma be leaving to go to the library in a few minutes. ><;; I picked the worst possible time to start a blogggggggggggg.
Well. I said nothing too personal or meaningful.... but last night, while I was talking to Tsuki Chan, I had a TOTAL breakdown. She really made me realize that... Life isn't some game of make believe and pretend, and death comes to all of us. Well I mean. I always knew people die. But I dunno, that just something I've hardly ever thought about is me, dying. and I thank her for making me realize that. :hug: So I've GOT to start facing reality. No more goofy Death Note sleep overs when I'm bored and can't sleep, no more Imagining my High School is Hogwarts. =p or Ouran Academy, or Cross Academy... >.> XD
It might be harder than I thought. XD But seriously. I'm like. Wasting my life away on crap that doesn't mean anything, and I'll never achieve anything if I think like that.
wow. I guess that probably meant more to me than it did you. XD
well thats it. Short and simple.
... I think. I left my cellie in my room, so I should probably go check that. BUT TRUST ME. I will update this. Even if its just like. One sentence.
unless like no one reads this then I'm totally just gonna trash this. XP
^ wow you guys are just going to haaateee mmeeeeee. XD